1. Me: I want to recover. I want to beat this.
    2. Eating disorder: You fat bitch. You can't.
    3. Me: I can and I will. I deserve it.
    4. Eating disorder: You can't do this, I was there for you when everything was falling apart. You can't abandon me, you fat lump of shit! You love me too much to let go, and you know it.